Have you ever just had a day(or days) where things just weren’t going well? And then it started to become an everyday kind of thing? Well, that’s kind of where I am right now. I think I mentioned that I’m Bipolar, but I probably didn’t go into detail. I was diagnosed just a few years ago and my docs and I are still trying to figure out the mediation portion. And right now, I’m at a low point.
Things were actually going halfway decent, but the silly insurance company didn’t like the main medication I was on, so I had to switch to something else. Hence the situation I’m in right now. Needing a medication but being told that’s not what I should take. I can usually fake it till I make it, but this time, it’s affecting my desire to read and write. Very disheartening.
So!!! I’ve got a plan!! Back to faking it until I make it!!! Ha!! This was actually suggested to me by my therapist. So forgive me if I ramble on, as I feel like my writing is off when I’m like this. Anyway, the point is, I’m going to try and write posts much more often. We’ll see how long I can go without stopping. Then maybe one day, in the not so distant future, everything will be better and I won’t have to fake it anymore!!! Thanks to anyone who has taken the time to read this!!